Today I had a massive urge to speak German instead of English. This is not the first time this has happened, in fact, it happens much too often. This is worsened by the problem that I don't actually like (hate) the German language. Finally, after hours of thinking about it, I succumbed and switched my inside voice from English to German. Or tried to. As it turns out, I don't know enough German anymore to use it as my inside voice. So as frustrating as it was that I had the urge to speak German today, the ultimate satisfaction stemmed from not knowing enough. Vielleicht der urgieren gehen weg.